我在害怕
害怕现在拥有的其实只是假象
害怕身边的人事物不断地改变
害怕自己克制不了自己的情绪
害怕未来不是我总幻想的美好
害怕压抑不住欲望想要的更多
害怕看到成天自怨自艾的自己
总爱害怕有的没的
搞得我自己都啼笑皆非
这一秒可以痛痛快快地大笑
下一秒也许就哭得面目全非
一切都是害怕惹的祸
我想要勇敢想要坚强些
可是还找不到让我鼓起勇气的原动力
不想压抑自己的情绪
可是表现出来
却感觉像在无理取闹
也许通过台湾偶像剧
透过男女主角的故事
顺便流出为自己的心情自己的故事而流出的眼泪
有谁真正懂我在想什么？
抛出去的一个眼神，一个动作就能给我想要的回应
这点谁能做到？
寻觅中。。。。
努力着不要想太多
知足的人才配拥有快乐。
Monday, April 4, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
Unusual me .
I keep letting myself staying in a moody condition these days.
Something make me to worry about .
I'm feeling unsafe that no one could understand .
I did cried a few minutes in everydays .
What should i do to make sure that i'll not think about it again and again ?
Something's wrong with me , i sense it .
But..WHAT TO DO ?
I've got an unusual dream yesterday night .
But..
it would not happen in real life .
Actually everything is fine ..
just me myself think too much ..
Thankyou to you all who did try your best to comfort me ..
I know myself well ,
once i moody ..
nobody can cheer me up .
At least ,
I know whenever i need friends , I've got you all ..
that's more than enough ..
I could smile I could laugh I could say joke
but..........hmm .
just hope that i can pass the transitional period as soon as possible
: )
Something make me to worry about .
I'm feeling unsafe that no one could understand .
I did cried a few minutes in everydays .
What should i do to make sure that i'll not think about it again and again ?
Something's wrong with me , i sense it .
But..WHAT TO DO ?
I've got an unusual dream yesterday night .
But..
it would not happen in real life .
Actually everything is fine ..
just me myself think too much ..
Thankyou to you all who did try your best to comfort me ..
I know myself well ,
once i moody ..
nobody can cheer me up .
At least ,
I know whenever i need friends , I've got you all ..
that's more than enough ..
I could smile I could laugh I could say joke
but..........hmm .
just hope that i can pass the transitional period as soon as possible
: )
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Fireflies
I don't know why you hesitate
Everytime you are near me
It is that you fear
You might fall into something deep
Standing on the edge of the night
Feelings raging inside
But if you open your eyes
Can you see the fireflies dancing in the air
Like the stars up in the sky
Feel the gentle breeze caress the night
Oh, it's time to take to flight
Take my hand I'll lead you to the places where
I am sure you've never been
So just hold me close and we will go
This is how it all begins
Falling in love
Search the song , "Firelies" when you are free .
One of my favourite songs .
Everytime you are near me
It is that you fear
You might fall into something deep
Standing on the edge of the night
Feelings raging inside
But if you open your eyes
Can you see the fireflies dancing in the air
Like the stars up in the sky
Feel the gentle breeze caress the night
Oh, it's time to take to flight
Take my hand I'll lead you to the places where
I am sure you've never been
So just hold me close and we will go
This is how it all begins
Falling in love
Search the song , "Firelies" when you are free .
One of my favourite songs .
Thursday, March 24, 2011
T-junction in life .
Finally ,
I've got my SPM result .
6A+ and 4A is a good result for many other people .
But for me ,
I'm really disappointed to get it.
If I studied harder before , i might get a result that i desire for , 8A+ perhaps .
nothing much can say now as the fact is i've got the result already .
But for my BC , it was really surprising me cause my BC standard is really very low only .
So, I will be going to redeem a vow to Milk God in this coming Saturday ..
I don't think to apply for any scholarship except for JPA scholarship .
Form6 will be my next destination .
I promise myself to work hard to achieve excellent result for my STPM result !
ANGYEELUAN ! no play play for you anymore !
You've to change yourself or else you will defeat yourself !!!
I wish i can handle Arts subjects very well..
Form6 is tough but i'll try my best to score well !
Starting from now ,
I'm no longer a Science Stream student :（
Is it a shameful to me ?
I've got my SPM result .
6A+ and 4A is a good result for many other people .
But for me ,
I'm really disappointed to get it.
If I studied harder before , i might get a result that i desire for , 8A+ perhaps .
nothing much can say now as the fact is i've got the result already .
But for my BC , it was really surprising me cause my BC standard is really very low only .
So, I will be going to redeem a vow to Milk God in this coming Saturday ..
I don't think to apply for any scholarship except for JPA scholarship .
Form6 will be my next destination .
I promise myself to work hard to achieve excellent result for my STPM result !
ANGYEELUAN ! no play play for you anymore !
You've to change yourself or else you will defeat yourself !!!
I wish i can handle Arts subjects very well..
Form6 is tough but i'll try my best to score well !
Starting from now ,
I'm no longer a Science Stream student :（
Is it a shameful to me ?
Friday, March 11, 2011
I'm back !
hoh !
it's such a long time for me to neglect this blog.
no why,just because of my laziness.
Finally,the SPM result is confirmed to be releasing on 23th March.
Still have to wait for 1 more weeks, haiz.
Hmm,I'm here to declare it's better to not ask for my result once the result is released.
I hope i can get the result that i desire for.
But still,i have already prepared not to get an A for my BC.
Just hope that miracle will happen,
GodBlessMe.
My part time as a kindergarten teacher will end on 22th March.
So hurt to listen something from those kids.
Some of the kids said they don't like me to teach them.
the reason is....I'm too fierce.
Okay,I admit it because i'm an irascible girl
And..
When i told them that 22th will be the last day for me to teach them,
one of the kids said,"老师，23号我就爽了 ! "
Eww.
yesterday i received a message from my friend .
It's something about to employ 40chinese males/females as a part time to take care of games booth,f&b area and merchant area @Anto City for Maxis Carnival Event
Well,since there is free time for me on Sunday,
then i asked my friends to go with me..
So,see U all on Sunday !
haha.
Anthony Neely will be coming on Sunday night @ AC also !
I'm so looking forward the coming Sunday thougg he is not my very very beloved idol!
ANTHONY ! I'M COMING !
:D
This post is ended here,XOXO !
it's such a long time for me to neglect this blog.
no why,just because of my laziness.
Finally,the SPM result is confirmed to be releasing on 23th March.
Still have to wait for 1 more weeks, haiz.
Hmm,I'm here to declare it's better to not ask for my result once the result is released.
I hope i can get the result that i desire for.
But still,i have already prepared not to get an A for my BC.
Just hope that miracle will happen,
GodBlessMe.
My part time as a kindergarten teacher will end on 22th March.
So hurt to listen something from those kids.
Some of the kids said they don't like me to teach them.
the reason is....I'm too fierce.
Okay,I admit it because i'm an irascible girl
And..
When i told them that 22th will be the last day for me to teach them,
one of the kids said,"老师，23号我就爽了 ! "
Eww.
yesterday i received a message from my friend .
It's something about to employ 40chinese males/females as a part time to take care of games booth,f&b area and merchant area @Anto City for Maxis Carnival Event
Well,since there is free time for me on Sunday,
then i asked my friends to go with me..
So,see U all on Sunday !
haha.
Anthony Neely will be coming on Sunday night @ AC also !
I'm so looking forward the coming Sunday thougg he is not my very very beloved idol!
ANTHONY ! I'M COMING !
:D
This post is ended here,XOXO !
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Happy CNY ! :)
Happy Bunny Year to everyone !
:DDDD
wish you all and Eluan
angpau banyak banyak
gamble win money banyak banyak
:DDDDDD
watched GreatDay,Homecoming,Shaolin
want to watch All's Well End's Well!
Plan of on diet have to hold on.
CNY is only once in a year,
must grab the chance to enjoy eating the CNY's stuffsss right?
:p
FOOD!! WO LAI YE !
:DDD
:DDDD
wish you all and Eluan
angpau banyak banyak
gamble win money banyak banyak
:DDDDDD
watched GreatDay,Homecoming,Shaolin
want to watch All's Well End's Well!
Plan of on diet have to hold on.
CNY is only once in a year,
must grab the chance to enjoy eating the CNY's stuffsss right?
:p
FOOD!! WO LAI YE !
:DDD
this post remind me of one of my nicknames, AngAngAng :p
Sunday, January 16, 2011
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